So, I was looking at this blog I started almost three years ago and was wondering where the time has gone? I still remember getting that acceptance letter to go to university. I remember running around the house, screaming with excitement. I was so excited. And that is now almost three years ago. Scary!
In regards to, well, everything, I am still in the exact same place as I was three years ago. I'm still overweight, still single and still childless. The reduction in pay was a lot more than it sounded and that hit me bad financially. I'm getting there now, though.
I'm still desperate to become a mum. I still get that physical ache in my stomach when I saw a pregnant woman or a newborn. And even having seen many, many labours and births hasn't put me off wanting to be there, doing that. Instead, I think it has just made me more certain of how I want to deliver my baby when the time comes.
I know I will make an absolutely awful patient. I will have very firm ideas and believe that everything should be normalised. I despise the medicalisation of childbirth and would push for a home birth.
Fingers crossed the time comes sooner rather than later.
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